how much is too much disclosure? eh, i don’t think about that too often these days. my life is much like a permanent tattoo on my once blank canvassed body. i put it out there. on facebook. wordpress. pinterest. twitter. if i press delete, it’s not really deleted. it’s permanently out there. and i don’t worry about it. i’m not going to hide behind a false bravado any longer. what you see, is what you get. i’m a little bit of everything, all rolled into one. i think that’s a song lyric.
hiding behind a false bravado and masked self brought me no real happiness. it was actually quite stressful acting as someone i wasn’t. i think i lost my true self in the process. im certain i did. not anymore. the real donna is out and continues to be pieced together daily. with the help of self-disclosure.
I’VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR TOO LONG:
i use to hide my addictions. my fears. my uncomfortable dispositions. my thoughts and feelings. my tears. my opinions…. you get the idea. and i hid it all behind what appeared to be a mysterious and confident girl who held her own. so im told at least.
it wasn’t all false. i still like to add a little mystery to my persona. and i do have a confidence that is growing. however todays confidence is real and not a fallacious coverup.
i say how i feel more often. i am honest to myself and to you. if im scared, i’ll acknowledge it. if im angry, i’ll acknowledge it. if im hurt, i’ll acknowledge it. i live by reasonable self disclosure. i say reasonable, because of course there are some things in life that may need to be gently coddled before disclosing to someone. or a deeper trust may need to be built before sharing.
i have gotten into the habit of self disclosure. what does that me exactly?
Self-disclosure means that you allow yourself to be open. It means that you have enough trust and faith in others that you can share your life, your dreams, your pains, your desire, your frustrations, loves, goals, and passions with another human being.
In doing so, you are opening yourself up for great happiness. You are also opening yourself up for great pain. Self-disclosure is a double-edged sword. You should, and need, to be open with people, but you have to choose the people whom you trust enough to let into your life.—-www.netplaces.com
yes, i have been sliced by the double-edged sword for trusting people i should not have trusted with such personal information about myself. but i refuse to let a few bad seeds stop me from this great path of honesty, love, and happiness. i cannot be happy if i am not authentic with myself and honest with you about the person i present to you. and so, i take the risk in life to share. if i don’t, i will never feel connected. thus i will never be really happy.
TMI…..i don’t think so.
i found a self disclosure test online from psychology today. you can find it by clicking here: psychology today
and below, my friends, are my results:
give the test a try. it’s fun!
i’ve been unveiling layer by layer and showing you the real me. it’s your turn.
TAKE OFF THE MASKS….and you will find a real happiness.